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| 07:35pm 19/06/2004 |
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so its my last day here...
ive realized a lot of things these past few weeks.
i now know for sure i dont want to move back. i can't do it. ive moved on to other things and these people are still stuck on the same shit. it would only drag me down. and ive come such a long way to let that happen.
and all those people i thought i stayed in touch with..those people i thought i would be happy to see. pretty sure i found out i dont even like them anymore. theyre still complaining about the same shit in their lives. ive realized that i choose the kind of people i want to be friends with, and its not you.
so to those of you i actually did see and still talk to. thanks for putting back to the effort to stay in touch and thanks for hanging out with me. theres not too many people actually worth being friends with and im glad i have you. amanda and B. probably the only two people i know who are on the same level. |
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| 01:59am 14/06/2004 |
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i just went through most of the shit in my room that my sister so kindly shoved in random places. i found a lot of memories...
winterguard stuff
love letters
grad stuff
oh yea and a bunch of empty condon wrappers. jesus christ! where did those come from?!?! |
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| the WB is in town!!! |
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| 03:19pm 06/06/2004 |
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ive has lots of fun these past two days. i got to see david and jessica learn how to wakeboard. damn that was some funny shit.lots of parties. lots of reminiscing.
congratulations class of 200!!
dont miss the az yet! lots of fun to come. |
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| 2 more days people.... |
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| 10:30pm 31/05/2004 |
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well i made enough money this weekend to pay for my car to get fixed. damn i wish my dad was here and i wouldnt have to pay 350 fucking dollars. oh well...i gotta learn to live w/o him.
some fucked up shit went down at edriks yesterday. his dad kicked him out and now hes at omars. i dont know how to get a hold of him. hopefully he works tomorrow night. damn that boy always be gettin into shit...i hope he knows he can count on me and i'll help him with anything he needs. cause i know in these situations...you need all the support you can get. i just wish he would straighten up.
rene's brother caesar is up for the summer to work. damn that boy is built like a rock.im talking straight V. god he such a sweetheart. we have our own little handshake now <3 |
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| ok this time is for real |
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| 03:21pm 26/05/2004 |
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i found this website: phonyid.com
ok so they try to play it off like they're just "novelty ids"
yea right like anyone would get some id for the hell of it.
so anways...im getting one |
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| yea yea yeaaaa!!! |
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| 11:22pm 25/05/2004 |
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i got my two weeks off! im so FUCKING excited. i feel bad, but they'll have to be creative with the schedule at work. thanks sissy and grandma for bitching to my mom. she finally caved in.
ive got the next two days off...mm very nice. time to get some shit done and get groceries for my starving ass!
god i am craving so much food and im trying so hard to resist. but i think tomorrow will be my binge day. i cant resist these womanly urges... |
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| straight mutha fuckin ballin |
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| 11:39pm 24/05/2004 |
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i am so burnt out from work. but ive made a lot of money so i guess its ok.
im on the phone with amanda. stewie's there too. damn i love those girls. like woah
10 days and im there. ya'll better get ready for this shit cause the party dont stop!
i get to sleep in tomorrow :)
sarah. call me |
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| we like... |
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| 11:02pm 23/05/2004 |
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we like to party.
last night i went to a bomb ass flyer party with kim! it was so off the hook. i had my first taste of jungle juice and damn is that shit good...
i decided that i really like phoenix and all the big citiness is has...the freeways...ahh theyre so beautiful...wait! what am i saying?!?! oh yea, i miss cali
dont you hate when friends do something you wish they wouldnt? you just sit there and watch them fuck things up and listen to the shit they get themselves into over and over again. the same shit always happening...the same mistakes...but every time its always someone else's fault...it sucks to watch that happen to someone.
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| 12:18pm 19/05/2004 |
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so i woke up today feeling like shit. my legs are hella tired and my ass got a great workout yesterday from working on the deck. i havent had that feeling since winterguard.
so i am waiting for my mom to say something about the pics. i hate these situations because you dont know if you should play dumb or just fuckin be like "WHAT! you got a problem??" its getting on my nerves. cause i dont know if shes fuckin pissed or just a little mad that i didnt say anything or what
heres the thing: when her and christy start telling me what to do and saying that i shouldnt hang out with edrik, i turn off. like shut down mode. so i just dont talk about him with them anymore because i will have to hear their shit and see them roll their eyes or whatever. so eff them. i have a reason why i dont tell my mom everything.
i wish she wasnt so god damn sensitive about everything. i am so independent that it never crosses my mind to discuss my plans with her. she gets so mad that im not her best friend or something.
"but your sister always tells me everything. why can't you?"
maybe cause im a different person and i do things differently |
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| 10:35pm 18/05/2004 |
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but i made $162 dollars today so i dont care! damn...the amount of money i am going to make as a server is obscene..like..ya'll dont even know.
lol. my mom found the pics from sat night. thats fuckin awesome.
today, one of my customers said that i am so cute. that really put a smile on my face. |
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| BALLS!! |
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| 03:53pm 17/05/2004 |
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ok i know that i have a job and thats a responsibility...but why is it so much to ask if i want to be gone for 3 weeks? huh? why? i want to see my friends and family that i miss so much and go to texas and see my grandma who i havent seen in like 3 years. but apparantly..according to the code of my mom..i cant combine the two trips. its just unheard of.
so basically because my mom hates my dad and gets jealous that i want to go out there so much...i cant be out there for that long. two weeks is too much to ask. even after i have been a slave for that god damn restaurant all fucking year.
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| tee-hee |
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| 10:49pm 16/05/2004 |
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kim got her pics developed! there are some cute ass pics of me and edrik. damn, hes just so awesome. were so cute together. i love it.
i still keep forgetting school is out. its weird.
omg! i'll be out in cali in a couple weeks! yeayuh! |
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| what a great bday party |
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| 05:28am 16/05/2004 |
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mood:  drunk music: dirt off your shoulders - jay z
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minua the fact that all my cali friends arent here. but it turned out ok. i had fun. and im faded right now at 5:30 am. yeah i just cleaned up some stuff. no one left till like 430 or 5. crazy bastards. i got a little action tonight. too bad his ride had to go home
im going to sleep now. dont call me till i wake up. |
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| oh shooot... |
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| 03:37pm 15/05/2004 |
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so i went to this last call neiman marcus store and tell me why i got these HELLA cute red stilletos by VIA SPIGA for 25 dollars originally 150?!?!?! you do not know how happy i am. these shoes are So hott.
my friend brenda is in town for the weekend from washington. tonight sounds like a yager night to me. better call some people up. gonna get faaaaaaded |
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| schoooooooool issssssss OUT! |
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| 05:51pm 13/05/2004 |
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woo-hoo! no more school for me. time to have some fun!
my birthday went good. i got some cool stuff.
i started training as a server yesterday! omg! it was so much fun! i only trained during lunch and then by the night i was taking tables by myself. i rock.
im trying out that endless summer fake tan. im gonna try to be nice to my skin so i figure thats the best way to go if i want a tan. plus it doesnt take as long. so it all works out. so far, it looks good! |
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| 08:02pm 10/05/2004 |
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i hate courney. she is officially the dumbest human being i ever met.
finals are here. i think im ready. besides the fact that COURTNEY is stupid and we havent gotten our project done yet.
my birthday is tomorrow!! yay!!
time to go. friend problems. i am needed. |
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| I <3 California |
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| 03:24pm 08/05/2004 |
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California surfer boys are cuter!
When I'm at the beach, the boys are in my reach!
California girls follow the sun when they wanna have fun!
If you wish on a shooting star, a new boy is not too far!
Feel the sand between your toes- If he's cute, follow him no matter where he goes!
Give the boy a ring if you want to do that surf thing.
I want to be the girl to ride the curl!
If the waves are high- you're sure to find a cute guy!
I <3 California! |
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| 07:46pm 05/05/2004 |
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tomorrow is my last day of classes and then time for finals. im so fucking excited. and for some reason i am totally not stressed out. i know i got this.
so im havng a dilemma with my fake id. i need to get a pic so i was gonna go to walgreens and take on of those passport pics with the blue backround. welll....they dont have blue!!! im so fucking pissed. so i gotta find out what i need to do. cause i am getting tht id. i dont care what it takes.
my comp keeps getting viruses and shit. its pissing me off.
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| 10:00pm 03/05/2004 |
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i saw 13 going on 30. it was so cute. i went to this old movie theatre that was even more ghetto than galaxy 8. i couldnt believe it.
i like this feeling that i have. i dont know exaclty what its from but i think i have an idea. its nice. i feel happy all the time. i just keep replaying friday night in my head and i cant wait to feel his lips on mine again. its driving me crazy
paloma fuckin punched miguel at work on sunday. thats the funniest shit i ever heard! thats my girl. hes been harassing lots of other people and pissing them off. he got fired.
fuck head.
well i finished all my hw. yay. time for bed. |
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